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Original: 2/26/2007 2:50 PM
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Monday, February 26, 2007

Flavor Of Life, Drink Upon It

 

When you said thank you
This flavor of life was bitter
And it stung my eyes
That's why my tears fell
It wasn't the farewell
That got to me now...

It's been a while since I last updated.  I haven't written much of anywhere, and my mind is dwelling.  My heart is torn many times over, and my mind ripped apart.  I honestly don't know myself anymore.  I lose sense of who I am, and who I wanted to be.  This lack of a drive, is letting me fall behind in my studies.  I have nothing to focus on anymore.  Nothing.  The drive before was to get into college... but now that I'm here, it doesn't mean anything to me.  I don't even know anymore...

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hey its ok. im barely getting into high school and im not sure i want to go. i agree there is no drive for me anymore, but even if your heart is broken and you feel as if u cant go on, theres always the hope that theres something out there and everything happens for a reason. i kno it may seem strange that a 14 year old girl, one who u dont even kno, is sympathizing with you. im sorry but i dontr like it wen i read stuff in my mail about someone being sad. it breaks my heart. i hope i at least made you smile. :)

Posted 2/27/2007 9:55 PM by sitting_waiting_for_my_love - reply

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*hugs her tightly and pats her head*

Destiny-chan, don't give up on yourself! You just need a little push and you can make it! Yes, entering to college is easy but, studying and learning in the process is pretty hard. However, when you look back on what you did in your life, you might think that it was nothing or something that you have accomplish. I understand that somethings might be stressful and tiring being in college. I have break down crying sometimes from all the pressure and procasnation but, I won't give up on what I started till the end.

How would you know that your time and effort would worth? What would my life be if I am not in college? Would I regret from what I started and not end in the process? How would I know anything if I don't learn it? Could I accomplish my dreams or goals in life?

These questions might be something to think of while we all going through life's stages and learning experience. If I could study in college, you can do it with your effort and time! Don't give up! Each little step brings you closer to your goals/dreams! Gamibatte [Cheer up], Destiny!


*~Thoughtful Bunny~*
Posted 3/3/2007 1:26 AM by Serenitybunny - reply

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Hey there! Sorry I'm hardly on. ^^; Sounds like you've been having a rough time. Honestly, I'm not sure why I'm taking up the major I'm in now. I'm really not that good. At anything for that matter, lol. ^^;  But since I'm in it, I might as well finish it the best I can. And maybe you never know, in the end I'll find what I really want to do. But you'll never know unless you finish what you've started, right? ^.^

Sorry, that was a little vage. You understand what I'm getting at right? Prove to yourself that all that effort you put into getting into college wasn't a waste! Don't worry about the little stuff and concentrate on what really matters to you! ^.^ Don't let all the drama and whatnot overwhelm you into submission to the point of no return. You really put your mind to it, and you can do wonders. Keep an open mind; let your true self find you.

~Heart of Serenity~

Posted 3/3/2007 4:54 AM by serenity53 - reply


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